No one said it was going to be easy

wow, it's been AGES.

holli and myself are stressed stressed stressed with GCSE's and constant truckloads of coursework. the year, so far, has been filled with not the best of memories, i must say, but overall things could be worse. i am currently auditioning for colleges, i have applied to millions! (well, 5 or 6) and am looking forward to summer 2010 where i'll have time to spread my wings and fly. AFter having a nice relaxing half term, it's time to get back to normal. i have sadly been ill for the past 3 weeks and therefore havn't been able to get back into routine, but low and behold it's finally come and no doubt i'm wishing i could have more time to just sit and be. However, i am never too busy for alittle inspiration.

ooh, and..

Hope you had a lovely valentines day (a week late)

tay x

they walked on a tight rope to the sun

wow, it has been way way way too long. and all i can do is apologise.

so, i'm terribly sorry. it's been a hectic start to 2010. it's so hard to get back into routine after a wonderful christmas break, aswel as having to cope with lots of new changes too. This week has consisted of me just trying to get through, one breath at a time, with classic music helping me along the way. my ipod has pretty much been strapped to my hand. The new tunes consist of, coconut records, brand new, bright eyes and paolo nutini. Amazing tunes.
here is some inspiration for the evening,,

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i am desparately in need one of these..

hmmm, i just had a brainstorm.
i really want to go red, an auburn red.
i know i will never really doo it but at the moment i have hearts for red heads.
have a magic evening.
love love love, tay.

it all comes back to this

it's difficult to say whether this year as been disastrous or beautiful. maybe both at the same time, and yes, that is possible. no doubt this year has been filled with memories i will remember in the future years too come. 2009 has been a year of growth and discoveries;

1. i have found a place in my heart which is concent with who i am.
2. i appreciate the colour of the grass, the song of a bird.
   
3. time spent speculating is time wasted.
   
4. beauty has to flourish in the light. no more hiding.
5. my family are beautiful.
6. proved i can survive without a theme tune.
7. it's true, the little things are worth a whole lot more.
   
8. my head and heart are almost in tandem
9. my hearts on my sleeve.
10. most of the things above, are there with the support of a very special person, and i thank her with my heart. love you holll :)
    

happy new year. make it a good one.
tay,
xxxxxxxxxxx

even after all

hallo all, sorry i haven't been updating you! this year seems a bit of a burdon after all.

can not wait for the last few hours to end!

however, i have had several happy happy memories that i shall share with you..

1) i have learnt to steer clear of caring.

2) i have ventured longer walks

3) i have decided to go aubun

4) i appreciate the bleu sky and genuine fresh air

5) my head's a lot happier

6) i have sorted through my messy thoughts and i'm nearlly done

7) i have spent time with family

8) i have talked a lot more which is a miracle in itself

9) i am far more ready to face the world

10) i have become closer to tay

ciao bella, holly x

hope you all had a fabulous christmas!
i promise i will be doing a huge post in the next few days, i feel like i've been neglecting you all abit, everythings just been abit hectic lately.
au revoir, tay x

even though her head's a mess..

happy new;
1) smile

2) day

3) jumpers!

4) hair

5) guy

6) resolutions

7) friends

8) style

9) morals

10) year.

love holli x

it's ever soooo cold...

which means endless cups of tea and of course, SNOW!!!!!

i thought it would be nice to share with you some pics of the snow last night. I must say i felt like a toddler again when i saw how big the snow flakes were; me and my brothers got incredibly excited and raced outside to share the moment.


it was a really really great evening, truelly magical.
it's finally beginning too feel like christmas :) hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow and that santa is generous to you all!.
merry merry christmas.
love and hugs, tay xxxxxx