aprils fool.

odd one out, the bottom one cus its got a boat in it. more of a ship which has reminded me of pirate radio, repression of free and expressive music.

iheartrock.

hol

b'cus noones ever really that happy.

"each life makes its own immitation of immorality" open your eyes to the natural beauties of the world and how they can pass you by without one glance of ackowledgement. you need to remember that what you think is important isnt, you, to me and to everyone you are beautiful for you. im afraid you'll miss out on the purity of elements that surround you.. dont let yourself be roped up into something that will suffocate you. its too easy and you havent seen what you're meant to yet.. i know you're trying to hide yourself behind a wall. but perfection is beyond reach. and anyway its not going to make you happy. the value of life is too easy to corrupt, its in the palm of your hands, the velocity of which no-one realises until its too late.

hol.

fill the blanks. hol

never been so sick of life.

hol

feverish

free nature- this picture, nevertheless purely beautiful reminds me of the hazy days of books i once read- i really still cant come to terms with ana kras' raw talent. she really is something else. today has been ironically overwhelming, the sense that you're in a really small room thats dusty and dark. i wonder whether it scares other people that its too easy to ruin your own life. a stimulating idea can transform a whole persons outlook.

i want to sit by the seaside.

hol.

butterflies are becoming extinct did you know?

i need to calm down, its funny how i now turn to an electrical implement that really doesn't help the fact of the matter but i think its a good listener for one. not having the best of days, a little overwhelming actually. not the fact that exams are close because everyone has the pressure of those, the smaller things seem to be kicking me in the shins the most- at least im in one of those i can work for a billion hours mood. im really becoming fond of english as a subject, its a beautiful course to study and i have become so much more appreciative and aware of real implicit meanings. sure life can be simple but its the inner meanings that fulfil ones outer reactions i think. ive become ever so critical of films nowa'days, always trying to exploit the meaning and desperately seeking out what the author actually wanted to portray, why and to whom. goodness im sounding more like my teacher everyday.

im fond of this extra pretty girl. cheerio for now, hol.