butterflies are becoming extinct did you know?

i need to calm down, its funny how i now turn to an electrical implement that really doesn't help the fact of the matter but i think its a good listener for one. not having the best of days, a little overwhelming actually. not the fact that exams are close because everyone has the pressure of those, the smaller things seem to be kicking me in the shins the most- at least im in one of those i can work for a billion hours mood. im really becoming fond of english as a subject, its a beautiful course to study and i have become so much more appreciative and aware of real implicit meanings. sure life can be simple but its the inner meanings that fulfil ones outer reactions i think. ive become ever so critical of films nowa'days, always trying to exploit the meaning and desperately seeking out what the author actually wanted to portray, why and to whom. goodness im sounding more like my teacher everyday.

im fond of this extra pretty girl. cheerio for now, hol.