waiting for the hint of a spark.

i can't explain how much i miss doing this. having now star

ted a new college and gone my separate way, i am finding it hard to find time to take out my camera.

There is way to much to report on to write it all out on here so i'll tell ya afew. One, the first flakes of snow fell last night and i woke this morning to a beautiful picture outside my window of the trees and ground covered in white. it has turned bitter cold outside and all i'm excited about is finally getting out the wooly hats and long scarfs to wrap up warm. two, i now get the train every morning to college and i absolutely love it. i find the time that it takes to get there on the train is time i can have to myself to think, whilst the world rushes past. the view from the track on some mornings - when the sun is just low in the sky - is breath taking and i wish, every time, that i had taken along my camera. with my ipod in hand and beautiful tunes to help me along the way, the stress of college and other inevitable bits and bobs don't seem that much of a deal for those few long minutes on the train. three, learning how to play the guitar hasn't exactly gone too plan. which is something that upsets me. but i will do it. one day. four, i'm enjoying the freedom of college and have felt myself growing up a lot more. i have also learnt that you can not rely on anyone but yourself. five, i am very much in love. forget what people say about how 'you can't know what love is at this age' or 'you've only been together for like a day'... when you know, you know. and i know. six, my confidence has somewhat shattered a bit at college which i'm trying not to let show and something i still haven't been able to figure out. seven, i am currently re-decorating my room, or should i say, trying too. i'm stuck at what colour to go but i'm leaning more towards burgundy on one wall or a dark green. i really want to find a patchwork quilt.

recently i am seriously loving photography so much and just wish i had the time and places to take such amazing photography. this is my all time favourite picture at the moment.

all my love.

tay.